YAYA McBRIDE.

The memoir

Loud, Large, Latina Fina

The Real Story of My Existence

The woman who took four decades to unleash her purpose, lead a revolution, and destroy the kryptonite — the mind — that kept trying to keep her powers subdued.

Yamile "Yaya" McBride signing copies of Loud, Large, Latina Fina.

What it’s about

If you believe you were created for a special purpose, you are right.

Yamile "Yaya" McBride, embracing her power with confidence.

Being a loud, large Latina was only the seasoning on the outside. The book is about what was going on underneath it — learning to be mindful, working on mindset, and tapping into her own energy centers until her power stopped being something to apologize for.

Those three words in the title were how Yamile described herself at the start. By the end of the writing, they had become something else entirely: not a description imposed from outside, but a transition into knowing her own essence.

Yamile "Yaya" McBride, embracing her power with confidence.

It is a book about resilient vulnerability — what it costs, what it returns, and why the mind is so often the thing standing between a person and the life they already have everything they need to live.

Written by a first-generation American of Colombian, South American descent, for anyone who has spent years being asked to be a smaller, quieter, more palatable version of themselves.

Inside

Three threads running through it.

01

Resilient Vulnerability

Not the sanitized kind. The kind that requires you to say the true thing while your voice is still shaking, and to keep standing there afterwards.

02

The Mind as Kryptonite

The stories from a past that no longer has a hold on us — and the specific, patient work of taking them apart rather than managing around them.

03

Identity as a Resource

Being loud, large and Latina in institutions built for none of those things, and the slow discovery that this was never the obstacle. It was the qualification.

I have always had everything I ever needed.

Yamile McBride
Yamile "Yaya" McBride holding a copy of Loud, Large, Latina Fina during a radio interview.

About the author

Yamile “Yaya” McBride

A first-generation American of Colombian descent, a bilingual education leader with twenty-five years across school systems and corporations, and a master somatic coach. She writes the way she facilitates: warm, direct, and unwilling to pretend the hard part is not the hard part.

She lives and works in the Triad, North Carolina, and travels for speaking and leadership work.

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